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[10 Nov 2008|04:20pm] |
IM IN TAHOE now. Its amazing up here, im working at a ski resort and im around my old friends which is a weird change, but a much needed one. It was even weirder at first because 5 hours after i got off the train they decided to feed me acid, which was cool but i didnt really know anyone besides my 3 compadres so it made the night a little weird but it was a nice warm welcome....kinda...Im renting a room right now on donner lake which is chill as fuck because my roommate happens to sell weed, so theres never a shortage. (which by the way kicks LA weeds ASS) unless your buying from a club, which is about the same. Other than that, its fucking beautiful, and quiet and cold :D. When i was in LA i was DYING for it to just finally rain, and it never did, 2 days after i got to truckee it rained for 3 days straight followed by 3 days of snow, which left us with 6 inches of snow :D!!! Plus everyone likes good hip hop and beleive it or not electro has made it way into this tiny ass town, theres actually some amazing djs up here, almost every house party i went to so far has had an amazing dj. suprisingly im surrounded by more good music here than i could ever imagine in LA, its like everything just comes together perfectly. I was stressed out a little, actually to be honest i've never been this stressed out in my life, and when i stop to think about it, it starts to get to me, but then i look where i am and cant help but just go with whatever comes next. I mean shit, i made it here, so i might as well ride this thing out to the end. I havnt really had any time to think about girls, the past few months have been pretty hectic, it seems like i've just stopped caring. I found a few good girls in LA that i'll always have a crush on because once i start liking you...it will stop, but a little bit stays there and hangs on in the back of your brain forever... know what i mean? I miss a few girls in particular, and if you miss me just as much then your probably the one im missing. The girls up here a strange but they have potential, we'll see what floats my way this winter :D
On another tip, but partially the same one i never truley realized how fake and manipulating LA is until i pulled my ass out of it...something tells me i wasnt made for the city, it just never quite worked out there, nothing really did for that matter...to hell with it! dont get me the wrong way LA is a phenomenal city and home to some interesting characters, but i cant handle it in large doses, everyone had their little click in LA, and i never really had one, i had an ever-changing array of friends who never stuck around. Or who i couldnt stick around with. nevertheless thats the past and this is now, and right now, this is all there is, so i'm going to go live right here, right now.
LAST THING.
if you want to see me then DO IT, if i can make it up here to live you can make it up here to visit me :D
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[16 Oct 2008|11:14am] |
2 more days in LA.
I've slept maybe 8 hours in the last 2 days. Im stressed, yet super optimistic, yet super depressed, yet lots of things. But what im most happy about is I GOT OUT ALIVE. LA didnt completely devour me in the shuffle that is its backbone.
Ever since i decided to move north (especially when i got my train ticket) I've been just observing this society and how it functions and just all the small things. AND WOW. you motherfuckers are gonna come to a screeching halt one day and not know WHAT TO DO.
I got robbed the other night, i was sitting with val and Jaybird on the bus stop on VENICE AND BEETHOVEN. And we're just beatboxing, listening to music, acting a fool having a good time (val and jay just got kicked out so were trying to make the best of a bad situation). And all of a sudden this guy asked me if i had an extra cigarette...now it was at that exact moment i noticed something was wrong...I WASNT EVEN FUCKING SMOKING!!! And then and only then did i see his "posse" they were rolling 5/6 deep and at least 3 had knives (that i saw) next thing i hear is "gimme all yo shit homie" and i turn around and these motherfucking scrawnny ass chunty cholo ass motherfuckers are waving knives around jacking our shit, now i wasnt scared until i saw the knives...i mean these were short skinny motherfuckers, if there had been 2 or 3? no problem. but we were outnumbered and thats THE ONLY REASON they got away with it. I wanted to try something but the whole time im thinking "dont get stabbed AND robbed" Cause i knew as soon as i throw a punch im gonna have all 6 of those bastards on me.
They got my backpack/skateboard/headphones/ipod/work keys/ BIRTH CERTIFICATE (my original). Afterwards i figured, "if this is MY bad karma (for whatever) i dont even want to know what those fools are gonna have to go through". And if these THINGS they're taking will make them happy...fucking have it, i dont need these THINGS. So if you ever find yourself with a gun and theres a kid skating by on a skateboard that says "drugs not hugs" and he has a corderoy backpack and GOLD (not very descrete and i bet the only reason they came up was because i had those fucking headphones around my neck)headphones...feel free to put that motherfucker out of his misery. :D
peaceloveandricecrispies yall
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[10 Oct 2008|11:44am] |
So i got kicked out of my house the other day and i'm currently living out of and sleeping in my old truck (which i am not driving). I have no money/home and its really fucking rediculous. I'm a firm beleiver that everything happens for a reason and as a result of what i said in my last post i've decided to move back home...TRUCKEE CA. I hope to get a job working at a ski resort (they provide housing) and money. Maybe something better is waiting for me up north because this city is just too much...my friends make music and know what REAL music sounds like. Its not like when i meet a rapper down here the only thing they rap about is the same shit i hear on the radio (your a thug/balla/player/pimp...whatever, you hear these fools with no cars rapping about their nice mercedes...fucking stupid. But whatever thats besides the point...I love everyone i have met in LA (friend/enemy) and each one of you have affected me in some way and have a place in my heart, but i simply cant keep up. SO i'm going to try my luck up north for the winter and see how it goes, i wish you all a very sucssesful life and hope i have positively affected some of you the same way you have to me.
if anyone wants to see me before i leave i highly reccomend it :D MAKE ME FEEL LOVED LA I DONT WANT TO LEAVE ON A BAD NOTE!!!
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[08 May 2008|03:40pm] |
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[13 Apr 2008|11:18pm] |
this weekend was dope! yesterday i went with aj to corona for a subhumans show, but i sold my ticket because i would rather drink. so i did. and i met some of the coolest people and out of the whole day of avoiding cops i finally got a ticket for J WALKING. those cops are dicks. i diddnt sleep so i was able to catch the sunrise. it was nice this morning.
thats all. goodnight.
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[03 Feb 2008|12:26am] |
its funny how you havnt made time for me at all. then WOW i have a car...are you my best friend again?! mmmmm maybe not.
is there ANYone out there...besides my mom, who loves me...for me.
still looking.
ON A WAYYY BETTER NOTE! i get to see my birthmom wednesday! realllly looking foreward to that. She's really a swell lady.
Flowing thoughts:
-Those girls gone wild girls are whores
-Whats in the fridge?
-Whats gonna happen tomorrow?
-When is giggles going to finally call me?
-Is that Tab soda tasty?
alright goodnight.
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[06 Jan 2008|11:09am] |
happy new year. i am very happy. i think i'm happy that i can start off fresh alongside the year. new years was awesome so was bike rides at midnight, chillin on roofs, chillin with people, paddle tennis, meeting super nice french girls on the bus, and just so much more. i'm still kind of bummed, thats probably why i havnt called. buuuut drum circle tonight!
happy new years bitches.
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[27 Dec 2007|12:13am] |
you told me to write down things i like about you.
heres a start:
i like that we can come to reasonable conclusions civilly and mutually.
i'm looking forward to missing you
<3
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